My gods, what a day...

Not much sleep last night, nothing of the restful sort. Hum, Nick and LWM, we need to come up for a new word for when a "multi-realm aware" individual has a "nightmare"...because it was more than that. It was a sort of step further, a coming into contact with an rather irate deceased individual. Possibly not negative, yet rather angry. Not my fault His situation, or fact that during our house-hunting we entered His space. Not certain if this is past or something about to transpire, or a mix of vibes picked up at the last place and all the stress-crap making an connection, yet it was real and there was contact and it was draining to create barriers/protections around Emile and myself, tell this pissed bugger “Whoa, hold on there, buddy. Just because we’re here, don’t blame us for what them other folks did; keep your crap to yourself, thank you very much,” and basically, spend most of the night in a half-state manipulating energies like some psychic chest match.

Managed to wake up and since E was also being effected on some level (rough, disturbed sleep/dream he was locked into) gave him some hugs and ended that crap.

Thank goodness for the clocks being turned back because I really needed that extra time to finish getting ready for the day’s fair. Bitch was that not all of “me” was “here”. Piece didn’t come back with me when I woke up, and let me tell you, “wonky” just doesn’t begin to cover the mental state I was in.

Some examples, beyond fact I was weak, trembley and nauseated till well after 1pm. One is the problem I had with connecting things. See, we keep track of the time folks are reading with the psychics in a notebook, so we know when things end and people need to be switched. The first one was from 12 to 12:30. Right after that, was a 20 minute reading, which I wrote down as “1:05 - 1:25”.

Emile looks at this and gets pissed, saying how I didn’t leave him space between these times.

I go, oh, I see my mistake and add a couple of 2s, so now it reads “12:05 - 12:25”.

See the problem here yet?

Luckily Emile did, and he fixes it to read “12:35 - 12:55.”

Next, I was leaving E in the shop to fix myself a cup of tea and him some coffee. It was very difficult to focus, as well as walk well, so after putting my honey and tea bag in my cup, knowing I could not carry 2 steaming cups of liquid back to the front at same time I put mine down and went to pour Emile’s coffee...which meant I picked my cup back up and started to pour in the coffee. Caught that one just in time, set my cup back down and managed to pick up the right one this time. Enough said. Ugh.

Further drains was my job. Two women I like a lot, couple of regulars whom come every month. The first was “A”. Going through a bad time, and when she came out from her reading I stopped her (tears only semi in check as she attempts to keep the rest in before coming out into the crowd) and I say, “You need a hug?” (Which I have troubles with. Aquarius and personality as well as physical contact...say it’s like being a magnet that draws stuff out from others and leave it at that.) A goes “No” with her back turned to me...then goes, “Yes, I do.” Drops her bags and turns about giving me a good one while I hold her a while, her tears and chokes physically shaking us both. Ugh, magnet, yet I give what I can, both stability as well as...well, Healers know what the rest is. Draw out what you can and try to dissolve it. Still, ugh.

Then it is some listening; accepting more of It in word form.

(I’m very tired.)

Right on tails of that is the next. Wonderful woman, a Healer herself. Very Christian, yet an Old Soul and aware of so much more, and no troubles using those resources to do her job on this planet. Pulled me aside last month because she needed my “advice”. She had overwhelming feeling she needed to ask my impressions, something to help her with her own problem: a lump discovered in her breast. Yes, soon as she asked, words started coming from my mouth, the “images” I was given; esoteric Symbols she needed to “create” within.

So anyhows, though we did not speak of that this time, she pulls me aside again and asks me to “look” at her energy levels.

(My gods, I am so tired.)

Had my “look” and yes, the chakra work she is doing has energized things, but...

Oh, hell...

LWM, this woman is one of the Light Workers, the ones whom are coming under attack right now. (Your post, yes?)

IT is trying to get her, LWM. The Blackness is within her left side; lung, wrapped around back of spine and underside of her heart. She’s got it locked out from “touching” her, yet IT is within her body and looking for cracks. A Thing hovering, awaiting ITs chance.

Strong though, and my true feeling is that she’ll be just fine. Whew! Thank gods for that. Battle ahead though, that is for sure. Still, she will be fine.

Lets see, what else...ah. Late in the day there were some chakra reports done. Three ladies whom came in together, run an energy center. (Will be having me come by their place with my machine. Impressed hell out of ‘em, hehe. )

Just going to talk about #3. Very interesting, she’s got 3 souls integrated in her body. Her own, her aborted sister’s and her grandmother. (The last being some firecracker with sense of humor.) The woman is fully cognizant of this fact, so she/ they were quite interesting to sit down and talk with for awhile.

Anyhows, her chakras were energized and balanced (3 souls, there had better be energy there, whew and whew!) and I noted and interesting thing about her communications center. It was a forest green and her heart was bright green. So I say to her, “You are really connected to your emotions right now and you can communicate them very well at this time. Now, I don’t know if you are a writer or anything, but if you’ve ever thought of writing a book, now is the time to do it.”

She turns and looks at me with a smile on her face and says, “I am writing a book right now. My first, and it is a book on how to write.”

Pretty cool, eh?

Better, after doing those 3 charts and briefest of readings, I grounded right down, was re-energized and managed to finish the day, whole once more. I took an aura snapshot of myself this morning, but it’s on the other computer. Will post it later, maybe tomorrow so you can see the state I was in, which was more psychic than mental...of which energies are really faded now, so am going to call things quite here. As you can tell from these scant highlights, it was one hell of a long day...

LWM, I am going to email you tomorrow because I am going to return something to you.

My friend, I was planning to send you one anyways, just a matter of asking for a PO box or other addy to send it to.

Now please do not be offended when you get the PP refund, because what I am accepting is your real gift, which is the Thought and the Contact and the Love given by that purchase at this time for you. My dear friend, I would much rather see those dollars go towards the purchase of some doggy treats for your Fur Family. Indeed, a few moments of tail-wagging smiles in your own home would give me a goodly amount of pleasure. Yes, most sincerely, it will at that.

Tomorrow though, I can barely see right now enough to post this. Hopefully I’ll get some time to recoup tomorrow before our next trip to VT on Tuesday. Doubt I will though, because there are a pair of friends that Emile and I need to get together with tomorrow. Things are happening between that couple, whom are about to leave for India for a couple of months. Very likely, it will be the final time the four of us will ever be together again. Wish like hell it were otherwise, yet life will be life, and sometime there comes a time when Paths must diverge. Well, we shall see.

Shawno, I’ll get back to you then as well. Maybe send those gifs via email. Will contact you later.

And that, dear people, really is all she can write tonight. I am truly wiped out.

Good night and blessings all around,

Melissa